Who came up with Sadie Hawkins dances anyways?

 I ' m   b a c k ! S u p r i s e !

    Alright, so, um, a lot has happened between now and my last post(lets make a point that that was in August, aaand it's October 3rd). Once again, I am the queen of procrastination, but lets not hover over that.

    I started High school! Hooray! *awkward smile* I tried to make that cheerful, okay?

    I have honestly no c l u e why I thought it was gonna be bad. Sure, the seniors call you freshies, your teachers act like your oh-so-cute before homecoming, softmores stare at you like they are 10 years older and hate your guts-everyone, I mean-but hey, what are ya gonna do? Everyone has to be one, everyone hates 'em.

     Homecoming shall be interesting, though. Of course with my luck, it's sadie-freaking-hawkins my FRESHMAN YEAR. I'm calm, I'm calm. God it sucks though. I am so awkward! I asked one of my best guy friends, and it could not have been any less awkward. And let me just tell you that having your mom drive you is e v e n   w o r s e.

My genius self came up with the idea of waiting at his bus stop after school, Right, okay, so I get there late. Crap. The moment has gone. Driving down the street after him, who is casually walking home. We stop.

   and I quote, "******, hey, want to, uh, hoco, uh homecoming?" I stammer.

    he stares with a smirk. My heart pounds as I walk closer to him so there is no long 8 meters between us.

    "I made this sign..and I have Chik-fil-a!" I point out the obvious.
   
    He finally gets out, "yes"

    then he smiled and that made me feel better but I could f  e   e  l the awkwardness, it was insane. Then we took a picture, yada yada, etc. We are both excited and it is no longer awkward. We have a group. It will be awkward, it will be great.

    Fun, weird adolescent stories. Oh, the joy.

    First pep rally was amazing. Our stunts and our routine hit :))) was so worried...but it was amazing. I felt so tiny inside a crowd like that. Plus, you can imagine the embarrassment of doing "the whip" mid-dance because **** decided it would be funny. Sorry, ****, it wasn't funny.

 But a cheerleader has to smile, right ladies! ;)

                               S i n c e r e l y ,
                                                         A b b e y